Good afternoon. I am home sick for the second time in a row. I am not sure what's wrong, I feel sort of in the middle of getting horribly sick and not being sick at all. And, I have given whatever this is to my husband - great. Anyway, lately I have been wrestling with where I fit as a quilter, sewer, hobbier, etc. In the past I have gone through so many hobbies, picking up something, being all gung-ho about it then loosing interest in it quickly. I'm not sure if it's a growing up and discovering yourself thing, lack of inspiration or that it's just the way I am.
Right now, I can count on two fingers the things I am interested in as hobbies. One is baking. The other is quilting. For some reason or another, these two have stuck around to the point where I actually WANT a mixer for baking AND I have taken the time to put together a room for quilting.
Which brings me to my random thoughts. (Bear with me, the threads that hold these thoughts together are thin and frayed!) First, I am not attracted to traditional quilts like these - except maybe the double wedding ring, the compass star and the hexie flower. Don't get me wrong, traditional quilts are beautiful and I always appreciated the work put into them! Anyway, sewing together blocks that are all the same except for their colorways (btw, if you Google colorways and click images, you get shoes!) doesn't really inspire me.
Also, I can't seem to be able sew a straight line to save my freaking life! I want that foot for my machine that guides your fabric and helps you sew a straight and even 1/4" seam - but they don't make one for my machine.
So, what does inspire me? Well, I'm trying to figure that out. As for quilts and fabrics, I love working with scraps, charms and small pieces. I love the look of these scrap quilts. I also love the look of the "wonky" quilts like this one from Blue Elephant Stitches and this one from r0ssie blog. I came across my first string quilt when I came across a post from Wendy from Sewing in the Wendy City who was guest blogging over at Sew We Quilt @ Stash Manicure. Then I discovered the work of Crazy Mom Quilts who just makes EVERYTHING seem so simple to make. Even her "simple" quilts always look so beautiful!
So...I seem to be attracted to quilts that don't NEED to be sewn with straight lines; ones that look scrappy, bright and like a jumble of ideas in fabric. However, I think I'm stuck. I feel that if I go in the scrappy, uneven direction then I won't be respecting the traditions of quilting. Maybe I also feel that if I don't learn the basic, fundamental, traditional blocks of quilting then I won't be seen as a "quilter?" I mean, I can appreciate the beauty in traditional quilts, really I can! But when I *TRY* the blocks, or look at quilts that are "traditional," my brain gets bored.
Then there is the fabric. So many of the quilt blocks out there seem to showcase the fabric in beautiful ways. Like the 9 patch. 9 squares of fabric sewn together that show off the good choices of fabric you made when you picked out fabric for this quilt beautifully! How can I justify taking a chunk of fabric I payed $7.95 (OR MORE!) a yard for and cutting it up into scraps?!
I don't know. I feel the inspiration just bubbling at the surface! What is blocking me? Am I over thinking here? And by over thinking, could I be stifling my creativity?!